How would you feel if your baby died from SIDS and you were a smoker?

I am putting this out there as so many people continue to smoke during pregnancy. No one ever thinks it will happen to them but what if it did? You will blame yourself for the rest of your life so on top of your grief, you would have to deal with the constant blaming & putting down yourself which no one could ever take away because its proven more likely your baby can die from SIDS if you are a smoker.